He makes me smile. A lot.
I don’t know if I should tell him that I like him or not
If I did, I’d probably ruin our friendship
He’d know if he just took the time to listen
But I truthfully have liked him for 3 years. Mentally, we connect on such a high level of intellect. He’s one of the only people I can converse with and feel comfortable around. I’m not scared of telling him how I feel…I’m just scared of his reaction. I don’t know. Maybe when we graduate, I’ll get over him. Liking your best friend sucks so badly because your heart wants the relationship to go further, but your mind is like that overbearing parent saying: Don’t do it. You’ll just regret it later.